Life Stages

Going through a divorce is not the easiest thing especially if you don't believe in it and secondly you still love your other half. I am not perfect nor do I claim that the person was a fault for everything. Marriage is tough and it takes hard work and a love of commitment. Feelings come and go but God gave us the right to choose and just as he chose us, we should choose to love him and listen to his words. Easier said then done.

Like everyone in this world , we all go through pain and suffering at some point in our life and we let all of the stresses and negativity consume us. Ask God to take away this stress and help balance out your life. Let Christ's Spirit consume you from the inside out.

My current pain is to see my daughter go back and worth every week and the unfairness that was given to her. My little K will turn 4 soon. She deserves to have a strong family and have siblings to grow up with. Most importantly is that she understands that Christ loves her and that she won't get mad at God for letting her parents split.

I hope one day if I am able to go to heaven that I will see Angel and that all the pain she & I both had will be gone and we can be a family once again in Christ. I am truly sorry for any pain and suffering that I may have caused and hope that God's love will consume her one day.

I hope my next stage in life will be living for HIM and balancing my life out.

Take Out Camp 2009

I really enjoyed meeting people who are really dedicated to serve and help teens understand that they are not alone and that Christ love's them. God worked through me this past week to learn to listen. My youth group is a special part of my life now and family. They keep me accountable and yet sometimes the emptiness does come back , but I know that God is working to fill that part up. I pray that my kids remember what they learned and stay focused. I pray that I have the strength everyday to allow time for me to focus on what God wants me to do. Hello | Goodbye

Breathe

It's funny how God turns your life around. Sometimes it's not the the way you want it to turn around but don't lose hope in him. Just focus on what he wants you to do. We all have a special gift and hope that you can use that gift to reach to others in need. Faith | Hope | Love - Take the time to slow down and take a deep breathe and enjoy the life that we have been given today.  

Life's Path

Sometimes we try to plan our lives and set out our goals but something always has to come up. I figured out living this way doesn't work. Having a plan & goals is a good thing but don't make it your #1 thing. I've learned and still learning that God has a plan already. It is to use us to reach to others. We all have special gifts and we should look to find that gift and allow God to use us.